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About Me Member Graphic Designer Geo25520/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Years
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Life and love in Lead Veges

Sun Oct 19, 2008, 11:52 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Breaking Ben
  • Reading: Breaking Dawn
  • Playing: fix the old comp
  • Drinking: tea
Iv been trying to get all the bills payed but nothing seems to get smaller. I pay off one and another give me an overdraft thats more then the bill I just payed. I dont know how people do it.....make ends meet... ROOM MATES!!!!! OMG I cant take these people liveing in my house. I was thinking they could help with the bills on the house but it seems no one is willing to pay. I dont know what to do I dont want to feel like and ass and be like PAY ME NOW..... but what else can I do I need to keep house warm...

I wonder what happend to all my friends no one replys any more its like Im talking to dead air. its been so lonly up in the mountains every one I used to hang out with has moved or are listening to all these stuped rumers arownd town and wont even talk to me. its fcking sucks.

my best firned just left for cali and I found my self driveing no were today just trying to find someone to talk to thats not judging every step I take its driveing me nuts how people think just because I was given a house and a lot of tools but there worthless if I cant use it to make money.

why do people think that I should be perfict or well off.... its bull shit Im in more debt then any 20 I know and Im not even paying for collage or doing stuped shit like buying cars or making stuped payment to like rentAcenter. I have to pay hopituls and fucking banks saying I owe them money because my dad. BULL SHIT

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Deadville, Colorado
  • Interests: Art, Music, computers, pot
  • Favourite movie: Butterfly Effect
  • Favourite band or musician: avenged sevenfold, slipknot, Breaking Ben, metalica
  • Favourite genre of music: metal and pop
  • Favourite artist: Zeraria, Elide
  • Favourite poet or writer: steven king, darren Shan, Stephen meyer
  • Favourite photographer: Gina Bowler
  • Favourite style of art: photo manipulathion
  • Operating System: windows XP
  • Favourite game: first person shooter
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Amy Rose from sonic
  • Personal Quote: Love=Pain

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:iconabbylove:
thank you

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"its Kolffing!"
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:iconblackribbonrose:
Thank you for the watch.

:blowkiss:
:iconempress-of-flesh:
you got tagged :D
[write 6 weird things about yourself in your journal, and then pic another 6 poeple who you will tag :D ] sry if i bottered you :P
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:iconncfingers:
thnks for adding my work as your favourites

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seduce me off the ledge
:iconcallowness:
If the only reason we are living is to die, than how is it a battle against death. For if one is put here to die than why are they still living, the same applies to the battle of death, one still finds the reasons to still be living, if life is something that they hold.
:iconmcmurtrie:
A depressed hawaiin?

holy crap

now ive seen it all

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My love is vengeance thats never free.
:iconeilid:
Thanks for the watch and the fav! I'm glad you like my story X3
:icongeo255:
the work that zer and others do here is just so good and well put to gether and so fast two three pics a day I cant even finish one in a week.

I meen look at realy look at it, it sucks the hairs off the eye lighting is horibule and the coller is fucked up I hate it but that is all I got and all I can do and have done.

since the horibule thing some call art up there I have not drawin since and for so have no futher now must dye. I want to but cant I ges I'm just a puss there two I can slice my wrist but cant lose enufe blood to dye.

Just enufe to pass out for a few hours and wake up and be pissed or be caute by soom one and end up in the dame hospital agen well what ever.


I say all this for the almost pure facked that no one will ever read it and there by know the truth.
:icongeo255:
THE TRUTH COMES OUT.

I cant draw worth shit The pic you see of the anima took me a dame week to get right and still turned out shity. and the back growned throuen together pics found I'm a frawed a shame and this site was just made to talk to friends and then I found ZER the first and only one yet to actuly comunicat with me realy dout it will last though probaly just pity but I ges that's all I get let alone deserve I have no talent in art I should just delete and dye make room in this server but fuck I'll stay for now and see what happends I'm almost shure no one will read this so all the art that I like to do is just fucking jacked shit from others and edited. I dont post it but still thats all Im good for is fraud and humiliation.


I hate my life and what I do but there is nothing for me I ges I should just end all but hell for now I stay and live I hate I HATE IT ALL!!!!!!!!

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