I wonder what happend to all my friends no one replys any more its like Im talking to dead air. its been so lonly up in the mountains every one I used to hang out with has moved or are listening to all these stuped rumers arownd town and wont even talk to me. its fcking sucks.
my best firned just left for cali and I found my self driveing no were today just trying to find someone to talk to thats not judging every step I take its driveing me nuts how people think just because I was given a house and a lot of tools but there worthless if I cant use it to make money.
why do people think that I should be perfict or well off.... its bull shit Im in more debt then any 20 I know and Im not even paying for collage or doing stuped shit like buying cars or making stuped payment to like rentAcenter. I have to pay hopituls and fucking banks saying I owe them money because my dad. BULL SHIT









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"Who's that pokemon?!"
"It's Pikachu!"
"its Kolffing!"
"GODDAMNIT FUUUUUUUUUUU"
[write 6 weird things about yourself in your journal, and then pic another 6 poeple who you will tag
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seduce me off the ledge
holy crap
now ive seen it all
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My love is vengeance thats never free.
I meen look at realy look at it, it sucks the hairs off the eye lighting is horibule and the coller is fucked up I hate it but that is all I got and all I can do and have done.
since the horibule thing some call art up there I have not drawin since and for so have no futher now must dye. I want to but cant I ges I'm just a puss there two I can slice my wrist but cant lose enufe blood to dye.
Just enufe to pass out for a few hours and wake up and be pissed or be caute by soom one and end up in the dame hospital agen well what ever.
I say all this for the almost pure facked that no one will ever read it and there by know the truth.
I cant draw worth shit The pic you see of the anima took me a dame week to get right and still turned out shity. and the back growned throuen together pics found I'm a frawed a shame and this site was just made to talk to friends and then I found ZER the first and only one yet to actuly comunicat with me realy dout it will last though probaly just pity but I ges that's all I get let alone deserve I have no talent in art I should just delete and dye make room in this server but fuck I'll stay for now and see what happends I'm almost shure no one will read this so all the art that I like to do is just fucking jacked shit from others and edited. I dont post it but still thats all Im good for is fraud and humiliation.
I hate my life and what I do but there is nothing for me I ges I should just end all but hell for now I stay and live I hate I HATE IT ALL!!!!!!!!
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